Though time gets you worrying my friend, it’s okay. Just take your life easy and stop all that hurrying, be happy my way.
I wish Jethro, I wish. Things are taking it in turns to piss me off again and I have a habit of turning molehills into mountains. People I know think I’m laid-back but the truth is inside I’m a nervous wreck. Being bone idle doesn’t help. Some of my problems would disappear if I got off my fat arse and did some work. This is where a nagging wife comes in handy with her retirement list of jobs that need completing but alas I have no one to crack the whip.
With all my problems this year, I’ve completed less than a handful of shoots, you would think I’d be keen to climb back on the horse and get shooting, but after scanning the casting calls on the usual modelling websites and finding nothing to get my juices flowing I’m beginning to like the idea of not bothering. I’ve had a few emails from some excellent adults models who I’ve worked with before but where’s my motivation gone? Because of the good weather I have become partial to trying outdoor bikini shoots but my last attempt turned into a disaster. Nothing to do with the model by the way. It’s a long tale and I will leave it for a future post.